you're gone and suddenly everything feels wrong Jiahui L. Anglican High School. I want to see the auroras one day :) You can only see things clearly with your heart. What is essential is invisible to the eye. Someday thing will be perfect, it will be worth it all this time. All you did was lie. Once a Hildan, always a Hildan. what's meant to be will always, always find a way. "Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, someone you're afraid to love or somewhere you're afraid to go. It's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt because it matters." bolditalicunderlinestrikeout

i don't know for sure where this is going 6/8'09 Chloe. Shermaine Ong Shuyi Xinni

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Been to Cambodia and felt like I took everything in sg for granted. Yes, I did and I probably still do. But heck, I miss how everything goes around there. They work as a community, they're friendly, warm. What do we have here? Why does things only have to go one way, why can't things be flexible. Is it because we're given too much, that's why we're less willing to give?
"Because the more we have, the more we fear giving because we fear losing them"
These questions I will never know, but I want to be open to the world, I want to see what's out there. It's suffocating in sg, seeing how kids grow with technology, whereas in Cambodia, kids run around villages naked and are still happier. They have enough, they're probably happier than us, who have so much and cherish so little.

I miss my kids. I really miss having them crowd around you, being amused with a little windmill, paper mask. They're thankful, and too often, we aren't. That's the difference.
I miss everything Cambodia has given me, so much.

Almost every year, my Christmas season is ruined.. I don't know why but it's always a problem with me. Fine, if I'm an eyesore, I'll just get out of here ASAP so you don't have to see me every single freaking day. I'm so tired of listening to all your shit and saying I don't do anything at home. Who are ALL of you to say ANYTHING, when most of time you guys aren't home? Even if I did something, you wouldn't even know. I don't get recognition for it, and instead get scolded because yeah in your eyes I don't do anything. Fine, since I get scolded regardless whether I do things or not, why should I even bother, right? So done with all of you ya, I will be quick to get out.