“When you finally come to me tired & empty,

I won’t use my strength to take you in my arms,

And ask if you’re alright;

It’s not that I don’t care-

I’m just finally tired from all the times I’ve tried & you didn’t care.

So, I’ll delete your number & stop waiting for your call.

I’ll toss & turn at night,

wondering if you ever really loved me at all.

I may lose sleep over you but I won’t lose anymore of my pride.

I may cry oceans for you but I’ve learned how to swim,

I’m not drowning for you this time.

I’ll write poems about you & how I’ll never stop wanting you,

But I won’t give myself to you again.

You only want me when it’s late,

And I’m too weak to ask you where you’ve been.

You’ve been in another town with another girl,

A girl that you love more than me.

You don’t have to say it,

I know she’s the reason that you always leave.

You can’t come back.

You give her your best & when she’s done with you,

You give me what’s left.

It’s not enough.

I’m disgusted at what you think I’m worth.

I’m done begging for your love, give it to her.”

It's going to hurt so much just seeing us like this. 

But I can't help it because