You're the king and I'm your lionheart
(Monday, September 23, 2013 @ 6:34 PM)
Today.. Marks the end of our prelims. And 4 days later marks the start of our string of mock papers after school. So much for ending school at 1+..
Impromptu gathering with a few netballers before sports "night" (impromptu outings work best for us, I swear) had dominos pizza and then lime juice for lunch, before we napped in Rachel's room. 4 of us slept on one water bed & the other two were on some cushion and on the floor.
It's white because we're white!!! Haha jk, it's the sun x)
Haven't seen this girl for real long, too bad she lost her phone :b
Summary of sports night/day/afternoon because the food wasn't as good as last years' (it clearly means it is bad because last year's wasn't fantastic) hahaha AND the basketballers took the entire tray of food again hahaha so cute.
Who put that rock in your chest, won't you tell me? If I said I wished you the best I was lying.
I'm really tired of people meaning the opposite of what they actually are capable of fulfilling. It's so annoying. It's like you finally meet someone whom you think is finally willing to stay. And then you get your hopes all so high and treasure that person, but then the person squeezes your hopes dry, and goes like an 'in your face' thing to remind you that nobody is ever going to do that for you. It's like why bother building bridges thinking it'll be one that never burns, but it eventually does anyway? Why can't you let your words be anything but empty? Just because you think you're careful with your words, does not necessarily mean they are picked with cautiousness.
Always saying you mean them, saying you're different, saying you don't want to make promises you can't keep. You don't have to conform to the stereotypes of a perfect guy, just don't let yourself give away words that don't mean a thing. Because to another person, it might mean so much and you will never find out how much it means. Feeling weird not talking to me; that's a complete lie.
'Even if you've no forms of communication with the person, you'll definitely find ways to care. And if you don't bother then you'll never find any because the person doesn't mean a thing to you.'
So sick of people coming and leaving, why can't I just build bridges with people who will stay? Really why do I even bother. But okay, I'm blessed to have my 2 best friends :)
"Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, someone you're afraid to love or somewhere you're afraid to go. It's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt because it matters."
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