If you're gonna be somebody's heartbreak,
be mine. :)

you're gone
and suddenly everything feels wrong

Jiahui L. Anglican High School.
I want to see the auroras one day :) You can only see things clearly with your heart. What is essential is invisible to the eye.
Someday thing will be perfect, it will be worth it all this time. All you did was lie. Once a Hildan, always a Hildan.

what's meant to be will always, always find a way.
"Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, someone you're afraid to love or somewhere you're afraid to go. It's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt because it matters." bolditalicunderlinestrikeout
i don't know for sure
where this is going

6/8'09 Chloe. Shermaine Ong Shuyi Xinni

don't promise me forever
just love me day by day

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"You tell me that you had enough of our love"
(Sunday, May 5, 2013 @ 9:07 PM)


i like this. hahaha rip off again, again.
back in p6, i couldn't even make a proper heart with my fingers, hahahahaha i look retarded my goodness.
halfway into MYE and haha I've lost the feel to continue, it's not even burning out cause I didnt try that hard. yay to 0405 yesterday (??) hahahaha this yijun & xinni. xD cute sia they two :b suan me text me at 04:05 on 04/05 :) hahahaha and you, thanks you, it's nice to know I even crossed your mind once on this day that was once special to us, nawhhhh. oovoo with someone till 2:30am hahahahhah my gosh we were both so tired and sleepy, but we still stayed up. got an iphone 4s teeheeeeee. :) studied with da caveman again, but today was just shit cause we spent too much time on one paper hahahaha. okay. then made someone feel like shit.
I'm sorry, okay? but I really cant help, I really wanna walk away now. you know how badly I don't want anything. I just want to do something right and get into my vet course, neither of us can afford to be distracted (excuses yes) and I don't want to get hurt after I start caring. that's just how selfish I am, and you obviously don't know that I'm this selfish. for now, my feelings don't matter, and I need you to forget this whole thing. I'm just confused on a whole, and I really don't want to get entangled with this stupid little thing people call love. feelings aren't important, and I give up hahaha really. not for now, I don't think my heart's stable enough anyway. ha ha ha, my excuses. 
please don't get upset over the things i do anymore. not even near worth it. I don't want you to get upset again, not me. mianhe. 

beautiful