Jiahui L. Anglican High School.
I want to see the auroras one day :) You can only see things clearly with your heart. What is essential is invisible to the eye. Someday thing will be perfect, it will be worth it all this time. All you did was lie.
Once a Hildan, always a Hildan.
what's meant to be will always, always find a way.
"Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, someone you're afraid to love or somewhere you're afraid to go. It's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt because it matters."
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hahahahahahahahhahhahahahahahhahah screw you for treating me as a back up plan, I hope when you realize it, it'll be TOO LATE FOR YOU because all your friends are sick and tired of your shit, srsly, I don't need someone like you to make me feel horrid okay. nooooope. Do not come to me only when you've stopped talking to her. I am not going to bother if you die or cut yourself or get suicidal because nope, I hate the way you treat your friends. You are damn shit, and you probably won't ever figure out I'm talking about you cause you won't realize. Never. After today, your existence will not bother me. Well thank you for being a nice friend in the past when I was always upset, but I'm so sorry, if you changed because a girl has hurt you, haha I'm not going to stay here and feel like I have to make my existence known to you. I've always treated you as a good friend, but well, its not like my existence ever matters to you, so. Don't bother talking to me ever, I hope you disappear from my life after this year, so I won't have to ever feel like shit and get reminded that you treated me like dust. Wonder why I even care. Oh, maybe because you were a good friend. :) And I am thankful you were, well but you're here to ruin everything because you have someone you like (but she does not belong to you la face up to reality). But if you're ever going to be in a relationship, you'd be the shittiest over-possessive person. Haha. Don't appear and make me feel shit. Please.
Someone I've just started talking to cares more than you do, so why do I still care if you make me feel like shit, right? He asks me if I'm okay even when there's nothing. He makes me feel like I'm at least a friend. At least he does not ignore me just because he's more engaged in another conversation. He does not make me feel shitty like you do.
shit i miss you, and i miss us, but the old you, and the old us.
revisiting the past sometimes is good.. but why do I still feel like I love you even though I've seen your drastic change in personality. What, is that love? Please tell me it isn't, I need to erase these feelings, or at least drown them. you said if we're meant to be we'll meet again, well okay... I hope we meet again, and be friends at least.
her dog is so cute. :(
"Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, someone you're afraid to love or somewhere you're afraid to go. It's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt because it matters."
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