forget yesterday, we'll make the great escape
(Friday, October 5, 2012 @ 8:15 PM)
Could you see yourself with somebody else?
Meh, I'm allowed to know what he said after EOY. But what if he doesn't mean it anymore. I'm kinda getting somewhat impatient of what's going to happen, I know it's definitely not right for me to anticipate anything good out of this, I mean.
It was my fault to begin with, and it's stupid to think that hey, things might take a turn for a change. But am I allowed to? Sometimes I've this fear that you might just fall for someone else, and totally forget about me, I'm so afraid, what if time isn't on our side? With all that you said, I'm just so afraid :/ What if, it only takes that number of days to forget me.. I can't wait.
6 more days :( Anyway, feel happy for shermaine heh heh heh ^-^ Good things really come to those who wait :') Finally :)
Frozen with the fear, that you might disappear. Going to some China mountain (jiuzhaigou valley) on 14 November :x YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D
Well I don't know, things haven't been going well, just look at my Chemistry paper, I felt so utterly disappointed with myself when I forgot to keep track of time that I didn't finish my paper in time. My stomach was okay during Chem. But y'know what, 10 marks gone. And I thought Silver's charge was 2+, there goes my marks.
Its like you think you've prepared oh-so-well for your EOY and then AHS is there, there to prove you wrong; like "No bitch you need to know everything in your head, including the Mr of every element in the periodic table" It's like a freaking killer. False hopes all the freaking time, the past three years Chemistry papers were okay and then suddenly 2012, da killer. And why? Because your dear dear sec 4s last year didn't perform well and we've to be the ones pulling the grades up? Like, why does AHS think that it might actually work when it actually demoralizes a student further, it's like as long as you're in the stupid study programme then people classify you as "horrid at studies" or "bad student". They only look at the outcome, they don't see you trying. As long as you're getting an L1R5 of more than 18;
oh you're a horrible student you're going for night study AND ALPS+. Instead of actually rushing things and squeezing more and more chapters into sec 3, why not take things at a slower pace which will allow students to comprehend more? I don't see the point of rushing through a chapter 2 weeks before the exams.
Really, really. What if during MYE the student was being a rebel and he suddenly realizes the importance of trying, and then he's going straight into the stupid programmes that you
think might actually work. And then putting one into that programme just makes the student feels worse because after trying he's still defined as bad, then why would the student continue trying anyway. AHS needs a whole new education system, or else if there was still a banding system, then band would constantly go down anyway.
My stomach was being a bitch during Literature but thank goodness I completed my Chrysalids essay within 25 minutes and I managed to write 2 sides for a question, then I had time to rest. Tension & suspense 1.5 pages. Hopes are pretty high for this paper, I hope I don't fail :x
"Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, someone you're afraid to love or somewhere you're afraid to go. It's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt because it matters."
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