you're gone and suddenly everything feels wrong Jiahui L. Anglican High School. I want to see the auroras one day :) You can only see things clearly with your heart. What is essential is invisible to the eye. Someday thing will be perfect, it will be worth it all this time. All you did was lie. Once a Hildan, always a Hildan. what's meant to be will always, always find a way. "Maybe there's something you're afraid to say, someone you're afraid to love or somewhere you're afraid to go. It's gonna hurt. It's gonna hurt because it matters." bolditalicunderlinestrikeout

i don't know for sure where this is going 6/8'09 Chloe. Shermaine Ong Shuyi Xinni

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Yesterday was good (; somewhat-fail study session with john, keith, keiyun & elliot in the morning.. and junel and wisia were there too:) then they ordered macs breakfast hee. mid-autumn festival in school and then jiaxue came to school. Then okay aside from all the memories being a constant painful reminder of how things aren't good as it was, everything was fine. Capture the flag, 3F against 3H (Y) so fun xD Simpang with a group of us then truth or dare, murderer and slap jack @ the playground. :) reached home about.. 12+ and that was about it :3
Sometimes I wish I could still send song lyrics to you, lyrics that explain what I actually want to say. But no we're not even talking. I don't know when y'all will be friends with me but I don't want y'all to disappear out of my life without any trace at all. But then it's the shit I created on my own anyway. Is my mind playing tricks on me, or what the fuck was I thinking. Over a guy I walked out of your lives. What the fuck? It's ridiculous. And it's too late anyway.

Honestly, I don't know what I'm doing. Waiting for someone who won't come back anymore. Still hoping for things to change back to how it was back then. Still waiting for a miracle to happen. Well but, I'm starting to lose faith in your feelings. But mine for you just won't go away, why.



What does it mean when someone puts in the effort to maintain a conver with you all day?